When nothing makes sense to me - or I should put it this way instead: when apparently I am not ready to accept things - which creates an illusion that things are not making any sense, and I am like “please god make it make sense!” - is the time when my brain tricks me into thinking of a theory that fits the situation in a near perfect way. Maybe this thought is the result of that theory.
Not sure or am I?
When you'll meet your person, you'll know. It won't be about grand gestures or perfect timing (not like the gestures don't matter dumb - but you can't force love through gestures, okay that's a topic for a different day).
It'd be in such a way that their presence will make you feel at peace. Amongst all the chaos of the world. The way they'll undertand your silence, laugh (or the things no one else finds funny for example :))
And it's not about finding someone to fix you. Spontaneous.
Is it about being near perfect? No. But more about being real together.
The one that would/should make you feel that you are not alone. That feeling that no matter what the world throws at you, things will fall into place. You will be fine.
The one who will answer “because they will have to” after you asking why will things fall into place, nothing is making sense. And if this kind of person stays, don’t ever let them go. Because you are each other’s home